Put all my pennies on a railroad track To prove that anything can change Whether you're human or made out of stone with a hammer A few minutes pa** and I hear the train I turn my back and walk away without my change Didn't need it anyway Cause a few flattened pieces of copper and zinc Can't represent the same pain that I feel each week When I think about the blood i've lost and heartache I bare I sure miss the invincibility of being unaware and I I wouldn't wish this on anyone The price that we pay to be here each day and I Hope you stay warm I just got back from a long trip out west Found some peace of mind somewhere in the rockies Heard my grandfathers voice whispering to me Couldn't tell what he was saying But he seemed alright The way his words fell off his lips I think he said Growing ups not about losing ones that you love So think less about yourself and more of the ones that you trust With your heart, if I could restart Grandfather of mine whose name that I carry Do you have an ounce of strength that you think you could spare me Cause I have no faith at all In anyone or anything and I'm scared, yeah I'm so scared