Wildcard - Monica lyrics

Distant trees/ felt a breeze/ woke up to a sudden sneeze Thinking so hard/ realizing I'm not where i want to be Then I realize I'm only as high as I can see So I float into the sky/ and fly or I make believe Driving down the pier/ the summer lights are really near All the darkness in my life coming close/ I have to fear Yes I'm blowing up big/ soon or hopefuly this year This music so loud its so hard not to hear She s**ing so hard/ Hands on the back of her head I can't even feel good/ but she just giving head Yeah I look up/ Cause I'm making bread Yeah all the time/ I'm just doing me instead Indecisive thinking clouding my membrane/ I can't even go through one day/yes I'm insane Driving 90 miles an hour /please get outta my lane This high way I'm driving through is in my way Lately I've been phased in conscienceness / She's been on my mind/ in unconsciousness Never appreciated what was good till it was gone Never realized the feelings (I had) /now she is gone Been drinking for hours/ staying up till after hours When Everything is lost/ I hope I see the towers In the sun/ but if not/ (the only thing to do is run/sometimes things are better left than done Chorus: California runnin The sun in my eyes/ I feel it coming Yeah success is coming Feel it up my spine/ its really something Homies told me I could make it/ always real I'll never fake it Yeah but truthfully it was something that was never stated Working hard every night Doing it for mula/ this sh** is tight Yeah I'm about to create some hype k**ing enemies/ I'm out of sight Just hustling every day/ making money every way Pa**ing monica/ Maybe she'll save the day Clear skies/ pa**ing me by/ yes i feel so high Ain't even smoking though/ just wanna see those pantie hose Maybe get her out her clothes/sh** I don't even know So confused about my role/ just took it forward /had her give me dome Took out my guns and vanquished my foes Take out my dick then I vanquish these hoes I hustle so hard every night in the studio While n***as going out/ I'm just here being alone Constantly making music/ this is the world ill always roam I see the beach far from reach/ In the sea/ n***as couldn't see Looking at this life/ an outer view of another me Yeah /this life feels like excstacy Trapped in eternal happiness/ something i will always be I wanna be big/ its something I always dreamed Hours spent working/ isn't as easy as it seems Stabbed so much I have to bleed/ Yeah this soul I have to feed But one day ill make it/ all you doubters will f**ing see Chorus: California runnin The sun in my eyes/ I feel it coming Yeah success is coming Feel it up my spine/ its really something Homies told me I could make it/ always real I'll never fake it Yeah but truthfully it was something that was never stated Working hard every night Doing it for mula/ this sh** is tight Yeah I'm about to create some hype k**ing enemies/ I'm out of sight Just hustling every day/ making money every way Pa**ing monica/ Maybe she'll save the day