Widowspeak - Coke Bottle Green lyrics

Off and on, off I stare into space, and I get that crazed look on my face. Maybe too soon I don't know what to do, maybe too often I'm thinking of you. You say I saved you a seat at the bar, our old friends are asking where you are. Maybe too soon I'd fly that sea, (?) to lie on that ceiling of coke bottle green. And I won't see what I don't wanna see, and I've been bitter and its getting the better of me. Maybe too much I don't know if it's right, maybe its keeping me up at night. It's not so often the reasons are bad just thinking about the days we've had. I want windows I can fill with any life that I can k**. I want them open without any screams, a slanted ceiling of coke bottle green. And I won't see what I don't wanna see, and I've been bitter and its getting the better of me. And I won't see what I don't wanna see, and I've been bitter and its getting the better of me. Off and on, off I stare into space, and I get that look on my face. Meet me there in the in-between under a ceiling of coke bottle green.