Widow - Slime lyrics

Depressed and stressed complex With the most problems And I won't solve them Instead I let them grow, blossom Got a whole garden And they're all rotten Like me I feel them all staring Glaring Wary of me So I tear out my hair 'Til my scalp starts to bleed Scared and it's apparent to see That I'd do anything just to make them believe Slime In the back of your throat When you gag and you choke It's because I'm the Slime And the black in your lungs When the cat got your tongue It's because we're all Slime All the filth in your head Words you shouldn't have said It's because you're just Slime Tossing my integrity out the door Honesty is left ignored Pondered hard and pawned it off so I'd belong to something more I'm so alone in my mind Bend my spine back 'til my figure aligns Hide my tail, tucked between hinds Of this stray dog that forgot to bark like Guide me to the end of the line To stand beside, wide-eyed, with the rest of the blind Pride died and the shame just reminds To give in and commit suicide tonight I feel them all staring Glaring Wary of me So I tear out my hair 'Til my scalp starts to bleed Scared and it's apparent to see That I'd do anything just to make them believe Even fake and deceive I'd rip a limb for the purpose of fitting in And force a grin, hold it with some pins, cheek-to-chin Sick of resistance Unzipping my skin Stripped off because it's what makes me different My life's not mine and my name isn't either My identity and my mind are the people's Defined like sheep that need to comply to their equals So I might lie at times cause I'm dying to please you