Widow - Invertebrate lyrics

Necktie cut the blood 'til my head's dry Wrapped my mouth round a lead pipe Next time, kick the chair to the bedside Let the pleasure be all mine Invertebrate A waste of space And shame-filled face I can't breathe Dark fantasies All trapped in me Scum of the earth Filth-feeding worm S-s-s-stutter when I'm talking Mother would've lost it Another mutter could've blown my cover so my maw's fixed Lusting and stalking Following the urge with remorse in my pocket I said I stutter when I'm talking Mother would've lost it Another mutter could've blown my cover so my maw's fixed Cut up the raw skin Oddly aroused Got a gutter for a conscience A sinister thirst for hurt Hides my psyche in a hearse No one else will see it 'Til in time I lie beneath the dirt Strangle me Lame, dangling feet Hanged to sleep Spinning around and around Spinning around and around Necktie cut the blood 'til my head's dry Wrapped my mouth round a lead pipe Next time, kick the chair to the bedside Let the pleasure be all mine Invertebrate A waste of space And shame-filled face I can't breathe Dark fantasies All trapped in me Scum of the earth Filth-feeding worm Engulfed in this sadistic vision It's my addiction My perverted contradiction A sinister thirst for hurt Hides my psyche in a hearse No one else will see it 'Til in time I lie beneath the dirt Guess this is what my life is worth Strangle me Lame, dangling feet Hanged to sleep Spinning around and around Spinning around and around