Do you still get scared The way that you used to When you were faced with your mistakes or any confrontation? Just keep telling yourself I'm the one who made this happen But it would be okay And it'd be alright You knew I'd stay You knew I wouldn't fight It's all okay It's just f**ing fine Just fake what you feel I'll talk you through night I'd k** myself Just to watch you burn In hell this pain feels so familiar For me at least While you just miss the f**ing throne Don't you miss this? Standing side by side while burning from the inside out I'm wasting my time Spending my life In your heart clutching on to your lies Hoping to find a way out Through open veins you've cut to keep up this disguise You were nothing but a mirror And you broke when I looked in Now all I have are pieces of me Because you never seemed to find yourself And you romanticized the image of a girl who needed help I'm over feeling sorry for the damage you've done So f**ing hate me, but just know that you're the reason I know what to call love