Why? - Close to Me lyrics

I've waited hours for this I made myself so sick I wish I'd stayed Asleep today Oh I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Oh Just trying to see in the dark Just try and make it work I feel the fear Before your ear Oh I make the shapes come much too close I close my eyes and hold my breath and wait Until I shake But if I had your faith Then I can make it safe and clean Oh if only I was sure That my head on the door was a dream I waited for hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish I stayed Asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Oh But if I had your face Then I could make it safe and clean Oh if only I was sure That my head on the door was a dream Oh if only I was sure I never thought ...