Who Cares? - The Ghost Of Friday Night lyrics

"I think I'm in love with you" He says as he grips her hand tightly Sincerely wishing for a chance to hear her make her confirmation Secluded from the rest of the ma**es in a social drinking affair Selling convincing stories about [?] heart to heart resuscitation "I love you" as she returns gazing signals Affectionately thumbing with her already squeezed hand No one can see inside but it feels like you were there Watching restlessly for the integration of a woman in Nam He offers her another drink and as he recedes into position He thinks once about the right thing and twice about the other Delighted by how easily his plan was put into affect Enthralled by the idea of defiling this young lover He says that he has always felt this way about her secretly But she was just too much for him ever try to touch She looked back into his eyes She wonders how he was created Can't believe this beautiful young man is confessing his love Moving closer she could feel her breath get heavy as it falls Lifelessly Amongst the rest of the burning promise delivered Holding his face tightly she looks through both their cloaked eyes After warmth that overcomes her as her neck is attacked by shivers All stricken by the music they composed of silent poetic movement Grabs tightly onto the comfort of being in the company of beauty He makes his final move and she consents without a second thought She said "I've always loved you but I still can't believe you love me" Days of war quickly change to love at night He kisses her neck one last time and then he turns off the light An alarm sounds at 6 AM on Monday morning She stretches slowly and thinks about her newfound friend Eager to be back around the hustle and bustle of high school Excited about the chance at spending time with him again Open the doors of a closet stocked with current fashions Search painstakingly for the pieces that best embodies seduction Now apply facial features smoothing away minor imperfections At last accessorize status improve economic consumption 7:59 and first period, bells collide Sounding a warning to get inside but tardiness is far from on her mind It's been three days now since she's committed to her desires And she hasn't seen or heard his voice but memories plague a thousand times He walks in with his friends laughing in a normal school demeanor Making no effort to by contact or even affectionate glimpses Smoothly striding through rows of those who share his [?] clothes and baseball hat and slowly sinks in a sitting position Finally he glances quickly in her direction Acknowledges the look on her face and then looks away without any feeling She can't believe that she can give that all she has just to watch him sit in silence counting beams across the ceiling The next bell clings Cla** has finally ended Hopefully now she'll get a chance to see why he's so removed Moving quickly she bounces between the other students And calls out his name as he disappears into the old navy blues Nights of love render ghosts in the day light She opens the closet in haste and wonders if she'll be alright It feels like it's been ages since they started living in silence She still sees the same scenes as they repeat inside her memories He said that he loved me and I was sure that it was the truth But the only truth is pain, she remains in bed at home still trembling She's starting to feel strange almost daily when she wakes She's starting to feel like there's no way to make herself to feel ok Every morning she hopes that she'll have a reason to smile Every night she reflects on the hate that she endured that day Now as she's wondering if things can get any worse Realizes that she doesn't feel any signs of a stomach cramping Her bodies agenda normally runs on a sun schedule like clockwork But this time theres another party left standing She speaks with god on one-on-one terms and keeps it secret Hiding herself away from those she loves but couldn't tell "I know you can help me if you're watching, extend your hands, I need forgiveness and a choice but the earth feels like a burning hell" Reluctantly she makes an appointment for that week She drags herself to the clinic and become another teenage love casualty Her eyes sweep swiftly across the rest of the broken faces She doesn't believe she's one of them but then she admits they're just like me Her doctor says "abortion isn't a way or form of birth control, you should really think twice before you make these decisions" "I understand but it was only once and he said that he loved me" No doctor could ever know the hell this girl was made to live in Even after the day becomes dark and you lose sight There's no way of ever hiding for the Ghost of Friday Night