Do you think you could foster all that hate? Could you foster enough hate? Is s** boring to your body? Is s** degrading to your body? Does some body withhold s** from you? Invalidate you s**ually? Has some body used you s**ually? Anyone drugged you for s**ual purposes? Any body performed s**ual actions onto you as a child? Were your parents mean to you? You have s**ual withholds from your parents? Brothers or sisters mean to you? Someone try to abort you? Neglected as a child? Abused as a child? Hate your parents? Ever mishandled as a child? Destroyed your toys to get even? Been implanted with s**ual compulsions? Implanted with s**ual inhibition? Implanted with s** as evil? Implanted with s**ual pictures? Any stops in your life? Been disappointed with someone? Have you ever pretended to enjoy s**? Anything concerning s** you have a withhold about? Anything you've done that you are restraining yourself from ever doing again? And yet you know you're still a failing f**ing liar, To mock up a really f**ing bad future for yourself. You're about to experience getting seriously f**ed up in a new way you've never yet had. And once you're willing to feel that out of control and to get excited about it, dump the f**ing rubbish. Rise up. Rise up. Now. k** this f**ing nightmare that lives inside you.