The noise of a memory will fade And the silence of history will stay Another day Wishing to find myself with both feet in my grave My darker thoughts are born again It's not okay To have a knife in your chest and still be able to breathe When will the air not feel so cold? And I dread December I crave the summer days when we were young But summer came with more of the same The same old song that cuts so deep It's sad to say I crave my grave Dead and gonе But my wounds still bleed the same And I just won't die I'vе tried everything but I feel no pain As my body swings I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs History is a silence that's so deafening Misery How beautiful you look tonight in this shallow grave It's not deep enough What's it like to be Where the grass is always green? Remind me, I can't remember The noise will fade And the history will stay Forever And I dread December I crave the summer days when we were young But summer came with more of the same The same old song that cuts so deep It's sad to say I crave my grave Put me in my grave Put me in my grave Put me in my grave My grave Dead and gone But my wounds still bleed the same And I just won't die I've tried everything but I feel no pain As my body swings I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs History is a silence that's so deafening