White Heart - Honestly lyrics

I could kick myself It's dangerous to my health To keep on living this way Last place I wanna turn Last thing I wanna learn Is from the pain of these days The book is hard to read When I played the lead Oh, I'd rather look away 'Cause honestly When it comes to me The truth is hard to shake But honestly I believe I see It's the only road to take Getting nowhere fast Mired in the past It's time to move, get moving on But there's no place to go If I'm afraid to show The truth of where I've been Oh, the time has come I don't want to run Honestly When it comes to me The truth is hard to shake But honestly I believe I see It's the only road to take Tenderly Lord speak to me It seems so hard to hear But honestly Oh, I think I see It is really me I fear... Honestly