The boards of these matches Still creak beneath my feet I'm already lighting that match Already burning it down It's getting harder to look in the mirror lately Afraid the gears on this clock are going to stop turning Before i figure out just what I'm doing here Sometimes its all so certain Sometimes its so unclear This melody in my mind slows down sometimes My dance quiets to a shuffle 'cross the floor Nights go out and my friends go home And I'm left standing behind this lonely door The same silence where i find my sanctuary Locked away my silent prayers for comfort Waiting for that sun to shine Down on me That warmth on my skin starts to burn Behind these iron bars Through this open window I'm waiting for that sun to sun shine Wish these scars could form a name across my heart At least then I'd know who to blame As I look through the haze of my selfish ways It starts to look alot like my name