When Came April - Pleased To Hate Me lyrics

I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD BELIEVE IN YOUR WORDS THAT I GOT I DON'T KNOW IF YOU TELL ME THE WHOLE TRUTH OR NOT TELL ME ON WHICH SIDE DO YOU REALLY STAND DO YOU SHOW YOUR FACE OR DO YOU JUST PRETEND TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE SO MANY TIMES I WAS WATCHING YOU WHILE YOU WERE TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE AND I WAS SURPRISED, THAT WAS NOT YOU I AM SORRY BUT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND I'M CONFUSED IT'S DIFFICULT FOR ME, I CAN'T SEE WHO YOU ARE INDEED PRETENDING, AND LYING, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY DO DENIAL, CONCEALMENT, ARE BECOMING IMPORTANT PARTS OF YOU UNDERSTAND ME RIGHT I DON'T MIND IF YOU DO HATE ME YOU HAVE TO DECIDE FOR HONESTY AND IF I COULD CHOOSE NO MORE LIES, TRAPS AND BETRAYAL WANNA HEAR THE TRUTH HONESTY