When Came April - Mental Suicide lyrics

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS GAME I DON'T KNOW WHO'S TO BLAME TELL ME IF YOU CAN SEE THE SENSE A SHORT TIME YOU'RE ALRIGHT THE NEXT ONE WANNA FIGHT FALLING AND BEATEN DOWN AGAIN IS THIS ALL FINDING ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS IS THIS LIFE A CENTURY OF SERVING DESTINY ANOTHER TASK WAITS FOR YOU WHATEVER YOU'RE TRYING TO DO YOU WON'T EVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME IN YOUR LIFE IT IS A TWIST OF FATE IT'S SURE LIFE WILL NOT WAIT AND ENDS BEFORE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE TO ME IT'S SO BOTTOMLESS I HOPE, I WANNA GUESS THERE'S SOMETHING WORTH TO BE ON EARTH AN ANGEL'S BROKEN WING I'M WONDERING WHEN WILL THE NEXT ONE HIT THE GROUND OF MY REALITY PROSPERITY AND PAIN, THEY SEEM TO BE SO NEAR MAYBE I'M STRONGER WHEN BOTH OF MY HANDS ARE BOUND I WONDER, I WONDER IF..., I WONDER...