When Came April - Learning From Pain lyrics

Like a bullet that has already left The warm barrel of my gun As a warfare that is already waged All is fair in love and war She said to me it has to be Not more than just a little step for me A little piece of what I've been And what I am or what I'll be maybe How hard I even try I have to say good-bye I can't carry that with me Save me from drowning in my sea I'm scrambling on the highest tree Maybe it shows me my right way Maybe it should be part of me Maybe I'm just a member of this story Sometimes you miss your second chance Let us go home the sky turns grey They say the next tomorrow will come today As k**ing bombs that are already dropped By the headman of my life Every letter of every single word Tells the truth what I do feel I am aggrieved by this feeling But 'til I die my heart is still beating You can't turn back times you have lived So I'll try to watch out that I don't drift