Don't wanna live Don't wanna live a life disguised in a lie behind the smile Save yourself I don't pacify Don't wanna talk Don't wanna walk around in circles until we're eye to eye You find yourself [???]I have eyes on fire[/???] This wreck is caving in Alert the next of kin It's worthless yet again like we were told I gave you all the outs Just in case you had any doubt So how does it come about that we could get surrounded Tomorrow the forecast's black [???]wind's cold[/???] beneath my bed Though it'd keep me on the tracks til I be ruined I tried in all the nights Unforgiven and forgot For nothing, thanks a lot Hey weren't you told how brutal life can be How it takes all that you can bear to stave defeat You'll be cursed if you're convinced It won't leave you in [???]despairs[/???]