West Rhetoric - Agorophobic lyrics

[Verse 1: bedRock] And I guess evening falls Crashes down around me soft like these padded walls Safety Something I'm trying to escape I can't live so sterile, at heart I'm feral, a wild ape But I spend all day inside my room Counting specks of dust waiting for understanding to bloom And now as the day's afterglow flows through my windows I'm pummeled to pulp by regrets Bare-knuckled blows like, "Why do you let days of freedom pa** you by?" No school, no job, not even busy getting high, afraid to even take the risk of typing something new on a screen (Come on!) It's not like the pixels will all start to scream, attack your self-esteem and judge you That's your job you stubborn mess, nothing can budge you from your nest except the lack of cigarettes and eggs People say your mind's a masterpiece But it tastes like the bitter brittle coffee dregs that collect inside of your cup You s** When head becomes an empty vacuum (fear, stress, depression) the cause I can only a**ume but in the end it doesn't matter As the days slip away like the rungs of a greased ladder And crash back to responsibility Artistic freedom and ability caged by school and work willingly Not a sage, the diamonds of wisdom that you squander Compressed coal of experience and age and you ponder, standing on a stage in front of everyone you've ever met Then you burst into flames ignited by regret It's like your entire life's a net with one too many lacerations Time and daylight slip through, now you're buried beneath constellations Now you're buried Now you're buried Now you're buried beneath constellations Now you're buried! [Verse 2: Bones McQueen] Sitting on a porch at the border edge of the planet watching gashes Comets of light pa** by, the night crashes It looks so much like the dark of a story Sparkling mornings start to look sardonically sordid Sorting through poisonous portions a soul aborted in a past life This haphazard ba*tard sacrifices mana Summon leviathan animals within his mantra Imagination calibrate to radiated lasers to seer, chasing lucid rabbits for the two ears Just so I can hear silence, attackers appear in the rear-view mirror I peer blindly Speak kindly but carry by me a big stick Never stop walking through solid rock up to my hips Karma's hardly a b**h mang, I bit my lips But couldn't disengage from splitted tongues, there be thunder in my voice it's hidden dormant within my lungs Ripping disses with discrete flicks of the wrist Leave kitchens in a mess when I'm flipping the lid Different hymns Simply put I'm an interesting kid I'm interested in finding out what limitless is First hand, on my worst day I'm still a world-champ Burned tracks two gloves double as incandescent lamps All these f**ers tryna rub these lamps Steal up all my wishes Weaken my stamina with all their vicious kisses Used to melt a viscous liquid Now the frigid mistress ain't sh** to me No more like simple rhythms No more like simple rhythms Yeah this b**h is no more like simple rhythms Yeah these simple rhythms This b**h is no more...