Weird Inside - Memos lyrics

To you, to you To you, you You... You, you, you... [Verse 1] Remind me of somebody Can't put my finger upon it, these memories been departed from somewhere deep in my skull... And this ain't how it's s'posed to be I should be in control, my mind evil please let me go Deceited Through all I show I'm defeated By all I know I'm jus waitin' For that single hour I'm greeted At my tombstone And I mean it A minuscule human being Being betrayed by this living Could turn this human to heathen Relax yourself n***a, breathe in What energy you been seeking? Trapped by these dreams, and I get scared like, "Will l get the chance to go see 'em Truly bloom into fruition Within this garden of eden?" Put it on my soul, if I turn whole, I'll be there watering seeds and Fighting these demons like "What you Really want from me?" Nothin' Drained through all this confusion, been using photos for comfort Been on my lone for a minute Ain't nothin' new but the postal Been on my phone sendin' SOS's, don't say I ain't told you Remember what you had told you "What about yourself, my n***a?" "What about your health, my n***a?" "Red across your face from this eczema you can't help, my n***a And them sleepless nights you can't breathe and need that inhaler with you... Thank God I kept my prayers with you..." [Refrain] I can't give you more than what I am I am nothing more than just a man Might just be fragment of your imagination... I was never here in the first place [Verse 2] Some things I can't explain Momma told me "Don't ever change," I sign away my thoughts through this music before my resignation... I never hesitated Always kept it fluid for a resolution I'll find my way, that's even it proves to be projected viewings of 11 nooses Please come save my soul... Begged that sh** at 13 cause that pain's a heavy toll And this fate; I can't control Make my brain go self implode... Or maybe just overlap, my whole story been on the road, and I'm feelin' like Kerouac I digress They tell me less is more But I can't hold my tongue Find it hard to be so patient When you know you the only one Depended on from the jump All these hearts that I could probably touch All these brothers that been takin from me Rest in power Michael and my n***a Bugs Wonder "Have I been haunted?" Wonder why I've been taunted Been on the road less traveled Yet, my state of mind ain't on it Been feelin' like I'm Marvin I'll probably go out like Marvin Heard Through the Grapevine These problems, but who am I to solve them? [Outro] If these angels crying to me, I cannot hear them no more Please baby, wipe all them tears off your face, I can't feel them no more Please Momma, wipe all them tears from your eyes, I can't see them no longer Hoping and praying this physical fade makes my spiritual stronger