We The Kings - Is This The End? lyrics

I find myself sitting underneath a filled up tub Waiting for someone, waiting for some love Feel the weight of the water rushing through my blood Hit the rock at the bottom, yeah you could hear the thud You could never believe though how strong I can be As the world kept spinning through the water above me My lungs quit working, but my gills kept growing I guess there's no stopping, I'ma find a way to breathe Sometimes the world becomes just too bright to be But then I find that I don't need my own blue eyes to see Like when there's a war, there's a fight When there's a kid, there's a might When there's a wrong, there's a right And when there's a bark, there's a bite It's like a model, a system of certain uncertainty You think you'd know what you know Then what you know is not meant to be Like am I here, or am I there? is it life, or is it fair? Do we die or are we spared? Are we torn, or do we tear? Do we leave to a place Where there's gold and where there's grace? Is it past all the skies? Is it past all the space? Does it look all the same? Is it a copy, then a paste? When we know what we face, is it a walk or a race? I catch myself staring right into my head Wanting all the answers, I'll break before I'll bend I'll give it one more try, a last question that I'll send Is this the start of living, or is this the end? I feel the salt in my wounds but it doesn't break me down Looks like this world has become an enormous lost and found I'll never give up my right, I deserve to dictate how I sound 'Cause this is my freedom, my town, my kingdom, my crown So at the bottom of the tub, still laying down like in my bed The water like a casket, still covering up my head I figure out the answer to the thoughts my mind has said You don't have to find out that you're dying To realize that you're not dead