I have battled with the demons for my soul Like a soldier unafraid, stood straight and tall With strong convictions fought for what I thought was right and wrong But I wonder when it stands in judgement hall Will it go down as one too close to call I have faced that cunning ennemy called time For awhile I held him cold and to a draw As he rode away he said another place and day 'Cause you can't erase the writing on the wall Although this one was just too close to call As I wrestled with my deepest fear in life I was captured by the shadows on the wall I was brave but just the same, I was glad when morning came Because now and then the footsteps in the hall Remind me it was just too close to call I have watched my mind dance too close to the edge As I stood among the crowd to see it fall Sometimes now I cling to what I hope is sanity I stagger on this fine like that I walk And wonder is it just too close to call