Waxahatchee - Sparks Fly lyrics

I take it back, I was never alone My censored thoughts mouthin' monotone I took a train to Berlin today And I called last night, you felt so far away Tonight I laugh, I say whatever I want Stay in the bar until the sun comes up And I see myself through my sister's eyes I'm raw like wire, electrified Sparks fly Sparks fly d**h grip on some faint humility Effort, executed beautifully My pride clenched tight in my shaky hands So I let go and buried my head in my sand I go back south, leave it all behind See myself clearly for the first time Since I met you on the foggy night A disaster, dignified Sparks fly Sparks fly We sat in the hot summer twilight Radio loud and the [?] The Coosa water is choppy and wild I jumped abruptly, unreconciled Float on my back, watch the purple sky In the last moments of sunlight I know you don't recognize me But I'm a live wire, finally Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly Sparks fly