Wave In Head - Against My Life lyrics

Who's the sad pale sinner In this picture of my past? I look lost and thinner Like the shadow that I cast What could ever reach me? What could ever lead me? What could ever teach me How to realise: I was hate, I was sleeping consciousness I was cool but that made my emptiness Rise as the pain inside I was stone for the wall I built inside I was blown by the pure insight that I fight Against my life Where's the world I live in In this picture in my hand? Did I just start living In a self made promise land? What could ever change me? What could rearrange me? What could make the strange me Give up this fight? I was hate. I was sleeping consciousness I was cool but that made my emptiness Rise as the pain inside I was stone for the wall I built inside. I have changed, I'm no longer willing to fight Against my life