Waterparks - Just Kidding lyrics

I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding I packaged up my pain today I wrapped the box in cellophane It's clear so I can see inside To watch the worst of me escape But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about Without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get It's fake and doesn't happen at all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding I buried all my pain today Shallow, not too far away (not far) If you look then you could see inside (inside) And watch the worst of me escape Plan A, Plan B I'm numb but still I'm hurting Mental, physical, it's cyclical But what they hand me Plan C, Plan D You can't kill what you can't see I'll take on every little thing you hand me But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get It's fake and doesn't happen at all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding (He's just joking, it's alright) Not far away And Repeat