Consciousness of the problem is all but half of the battle It's the will to change that one must formulate I pose with a stretch Riverside park bench Under dressed for the occasion Suffocated to the wind Metaphorically comparing my purpose to the peace bridge Like all I've ever been is a connection The dread of the road trip Towering anxiety Suspended above a body Of the same stuff that flows through me That has been absent as of late And now I'm well aware of why I've been stagnant paralyzed I feel nothing for anything else other than your eyes How they reflect mine How they constantly move me closer to the person I promise I'm trying to be Oh how lately it's been evident I've been letting everyone I know Down, down, down And lately I've been taking hits For people that they'd rather me not be around Around, around, around I promise I'm different now, believe it or not I'm right here without you now I'm still lost, I'm still gone, gone, gone Gone, gone, gone I'm still...