Have you ever felt the presence Of ghosts in your bedroom? Have you ever felt the absence Of pain in a flesh wound? Do you ever find yourself in a Bathroom stall regretting everything You've put yourself through? Because I do Have you ever woken up to a Monster in your bed? Have you ever woken up under Covers covered in sweat? Do you ever find yourself Finding convenient exits From every commitment Because you're scared? Yeah, you're scared of leaving home It's okay Because I'm equally afraid I know certainly certainty's Got the best of me But I would much appreciate you Sparing your company For I have loved many But I've left plenty more behind I swear I'm getting there It just takes time I swear I'm getting there But I can't accept myself For who I've become, so I except myself from Reaching out to anyone I know we've lived, we've learned We've grown, but the inputs of Others still rise over my own