When I am alone the anguish begins Opening scars that never heal Torturing myself with visions of you and wishing that I could be there. People have told me it's time to move on - how can I move on when I still feel you? Doorways keep calling me to be free But I choose to follow my heart. I try to find refuge in my ancient dreams I clutch them but I know that they can not be real Living on memories and hopeless ideals Stuck in the web of my past And though I feel that this is wrong, I'm watching the world move sadly by And though I'd like to move along, I don't want to live the lie. If somehow you ever change the way you are feeling Could I take it? Your flame still flickers in the dark of life.