Warmer - in my head its like hell lyrics

In my head it's like hell and I don't feel I've got the will In my head it's all plain God please wash me with your rain In my head it's all strange I can't remember any names In my head it's like hell And yet you want me still I hate this what I am 'Cause what I am is wrong I can never find it in myself to get a move on I'm always leaving trails and my cover ups fail I'm impulsive and repulsive God damn I hate myself But You You want me still But You You want me still In my head I play the sham God relieve me of these dreams I'm much less of a man Than I make myself out to be And it all come down To how I wear this frown I've painted myself like a clown You know Jack The systems down I hate this what I am 'Cause what I am is wrong I can never find it in myself to get a move on I'm always leaving trails and my cover ups fail I'm impulsive and repulsive God damn I hate myself But You You want me still But You You want me still