War Of Words - Not Today lyrics

as i walk about this cold desolate waste i just pray for my return to open arms and to a friendly place but this is not the time and i can't see her pretty face cos i signed that dotted line and threw it all away she loves me but not today no one told me it would be this way she loves me but not today maybe i'm better off this way as i run afraid there's nothing i can do i just pray for my return as she preys on someone new as i lay alone forgotten faceless nothing left to prove there's another lined up in my place the next one to be used