Wanderers (Metalcore) - Foot in the Grave lyrics

This isn't me This isn't me I can't keep coming up with these bullsh** excuses To justify what I've been doing Downward spiral or not I can't keep running because Eventually, I'll be caught I'll be caught This overwhelming feeling of shame I can't pretend, I can't pretend That it's without reason All it takes is for you to blink and Everything you know will fall out from under you I would lie awake at night I didn't want this to become my reality I'm guilty of playing the victim I'm guilty of being the cause I'm aware of the effects of my actions I'm pretty sure all hope is lost All hope is lost I cannot pretend that it's without reason