The sun sets on another day I spent it thinking of you The substance in my veins People like me We always end the same Your absence eats away at me Turning the page is never easy In between my knees I'm searching For a reason to believe If I could turn back time I would do it in a heartbeat There is always more than What there seems to be I was true to you and our love from the start Your presence took hold of my heart And now I'm forced to admit I poured myself into this And I have nothing to show I'm losing my grip My sanity is a sinking ship As I reached for the gun in the drawer Ready to set myself free So I don't have to deal with this anymore Something stopped me, something familar I felt you