I just watched the news for fifteen minutes And goddamn am i depressed Until i realized that i couldn't care less And i keep fighting who we are We've been, we'll become I can't take this (it) Soon i'll just sob Not bleed nostalgia again My role says i should sit up and take it Something tells me i should do my best to fight it Oh f** And i just spent another hour on the 55 Shelby f**ing jacobsen was on my mind Tried to convince her i'm a simple and happy guy But I just came off as the nervous and neurotic type Something's wrong my dear When i don't know if i'll stand here in one year And i keep having all these thoughts of nihilism And how truth is only relevant Now i can barely brush my f**ing teeth Now i'm from southern california Where we say words like 'gay' And i don't mean to offend; It's just the way i was raised Cause the more i'm being hunt And take a stab at who i am And i would say i don't care But i'm losing my friends Being forcefed what to believe in Like politics and horoscopes And cliché definitions of success Telling me my time's up Big choice Four year old inside of me Just wants to go out and play Through all this bullsh** I just wish someone would say "come a little closer, we've got Otterpops in the icebox, we've got Milk and cookies by the tv To make you feel alright"