Waiting For Autumn - So Close lyrics

I Sat across the wall I thought about it all I said a prayer aloud So young and full of hate It's ma**acred his faith He drinks the bottle down What else could I do He only thought of you I wanna shout it out And really I know The things you don't show The hurt inside you Just let it go It's not really worth The pain and the hurt What they do to you It makes it much worse Much worse He sat there in the dark He'd torn himself apart Just wishin' he was gone The letter said it all Why couldn't he just call I'm right across the lawn Loaded gun in hand Just like he said he'd planned Shots rang on and on And really I know The things you don't show The hurt inside you Just let it go It's not really worth The pain and the hurt What they do to you It makes it much worse Much worse