VTZ Beats - Blue Strings lyrics

Imma get it this time so don't sweat it Im bout to get my immortal technique on man Yeah Rest in peace…uh [Hook 1] She said, I wonder when it'll be my day Cause im not too far from breaking down All ive got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I wondered if ill always feel this way, this way [Verse 1] You should of seen her she was beautiful, I think that its unusual That baby girl was flawless from her hair down to her cuticles I couldn't let her walk away, cause my skies are often gray And shorty had a smile that could brighten up your darkest day We were always hanging out, we would grab some hagan das And chill up in some parking lot and talk a lot Now my music's catching up, now im seeing less of her Now she's chilling with some new kids and all the peer pressure heckles her Now she's smoking green with some kids she's never seen To make a long story short it was obscene, she became a feen And weed wasn't diligent, so she would pop a pill again Trying meth with kids she's never met and doing h**n And I was at a show up in ma** man I didn't know Baby girl had called me twice, damn, and I missed em both And when I checked my voice mail she left me 2 messages The first one was nothing but this is what the second said [Hook 1] She said, I wonder when it'll be my day Cause im not too far from breaking down All ive got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I wondered if ill always feel this way, this way [Verse 2] So right after my show, yeah I called her up She told me bout the d** and I tore her up I told her she was stupid but she roasted me, talking bout it openly I wanna keep you close to me, this ain't how its suppose to be I told her not to talk at all, see this isn't fun for me You pick either d** or me, thinking she would run to me But then she just hung up on me, this is all bad luck for me All im thinking bout is her the problems adding up to me And all I have is photographs, reflections in that broken gla** Every time you thinking positive man you hope it last Every single breath is like a choke and gasp Driving up that road to fast all you do is hope you crash I'm feeling all alone, I hit her up I knew I couldn't give her up I called her to apologize for all the times that I was acting bitter but Her voice mail answered and my eyes started filling up I took a deep breath and I spilled my guts This is what I said [Hook 2] Mabey you've fallen down Mabey you just took the long way home Baby, you could never love you, like me And one day this will fade away In the mirror you'll see your smiling face And standing next to you will always be me, yeah me [Verse 3] Yeah, she never answered me & this was really weird to me I got up in my car to go see her and her family I knocked up on the door and I asked if she was home But her sister started crying and she said that she was gone And she grabbed me just to hold me close Hid up in my open coat and frantically she told me that she pa**ed from an overdose I couldn't really hear or see anything that's going on The overwhelmed explosions in my mind had started going off I couldn't help but cry when the feelings finally settled The rose that grew from heaven had simply lost its pedals I learned there's no prevention or escape from your dimension I know that all the angel's fall when you are not in heaven Eternity will dwell upon the right and wrong decisions The unexamined life is simply not worth living So knowing that she wasn't there I called her phone again With a mouth full of alcohol and this is what she said [Hook 3] Tell me about those nights you stayed awake Tell me about those days you hated me Tell me how you'd rather die alone then being stuck her with me One day your gonna see things my way You gave me so much room and I can't breathe Tell me about those nights you stayed awake Tell me about those days you hated me Tell me how you'd rather die alone then being stuck her with me One day your gonna see things my way You gave me so much room and I can't breathe