VortexJA - Sorrow lyrics

Life has been kicking me to the ground They made me happy now it's a frown But is it because i'm brown But from the start I guess I was pretty smart Just know that I'm speaking this from the heart This was a message now it's a rhyme My career went by like a Vine I remember the time When I was in my prime But now i'm fine Sometimes I felt like cutting myself with blades I'm just the guy in the shades I'm upset because of my grades I'm just a lost soul With sorrow But things didn't change tomorrow Not even the morrow I just wish I were with kings With wings On swings But there really strings I think of weird things It is time to admit defeat Got burned down by the heat Get back on feet When I get mad, I just tweet I'm writing this on a sheet Now it's time to click delete Just know that this is not a suicidal story Just watching Nemo and Finding Dory Trying to hide from my glory My parents took my game But my grades stayed the same When they ask ‘'who was the one failing'' I was the one pointed But my parents was disappointed I could tell my dad anything I tried But every time I did I lied So nobody knew how bad I felt Instead, they just whooped me with the belt I just sit there and just melt When I realized that things were strange Things were rearranged I wish things could change I'm just lost in sorrow But things didn't change tomorrow Not even the morrow Money I had to take to borrow I'm just a lost soul A lost soul I don't know what I got to do I'm just trying to make it up to you I'm just trying to say what's true How did life turn to this People that had to diss But they miss I'm running away like a horse I don't know where is the source Even when my parents' divorce Can life go to a reappoint? I can feel it in my joint I do not to be a disappoint In comparison, I was last But how who cares it was in the past I can feel it on my chest But I did my best Even when I got a F on my Test I'm lost in sorrow But things didn't change tomorrow Not even the morrow Money I had to take to borrow I'm just a lost soul A lost soul Sorrow Ten Toes Down