I run and hide where I canno't be I love or die deep inside of me I seek and find everything I'll never need I'm reaching out for what I wanna feel I change the times that were never real It's me and I that I try so hard to heal And you don't know my way And you don't know my faith And you don't know what makes me What I really am And you don't know my way And you don't know my faith You deny all that makes me a man Hey , I try to realize What I might be without your stare Hey , I try to visualize The load of feelings I can't bare Hey , I try to realize That everything will never be Hey , I try to visualize The way I'll melt inside of me Was you and I in a painfull lie Was you and I in an endless cry Our lives were tied But our souls were meant to die We dre the line we will never cross In the name of things that we lovev the most We stepped on it and we had to pay the cost And you don't know my way And you don't know my faith And you don't know what makes me What I really am And you don't know my way And you don't know my faith You deny all that makes me a man Hey , I try to realize What I might be without your stare Hey , I try to visualize The load of feelings I can't bare Hey , I try to realize That everything will never be Hey , I try to visualize The way I'll melt inside of me And you don't know my way And you don't know my faith You deny all that makes me a man Hey , I try to realize What I might be without your stare Hey , I try to visualize The load of feelings I can't bare Hey , I try to realize That everything will never be Hey , I try to visualize The way I'll melt inside of me