Von Hertzen Brothers - Black Rain lyrics

This pain My pain This pain I have to deal with every day Black days In black rain I'm a wreck and bleeding toxins through my skin Through my skin I'm a wreck and bleeding toxins through my skins It's been years ago since last heard your laughter This road to hell was paved by me It took those years to know the answer I've been after I'm missing home This pain My pain This pain I blame myself for every day Someday One day Someday I might get clean and feel no shame It's been years ago since I last heard your laughter This road to hell was paved by me It took those years to know the the answer I've been after I guess I'm slow Is there anyone at home? In the place I used to call my own Oh, I have to know if you're waiting for me If you wait