Vo-Kal - Shadows/ The Product of Fear lyrics

Shadows/ The Product of Fear [Produced By Vo-Kal & Loop Dreams/ Vo-Kal] [VERSE 1: Vo-Kal] Ok I'm buggin Why ain't she saying something I messaged her at 1am Should have never gave my number I knew it was too good To be true When she said to hit her up She was thinking friends Man I was thinking snuggle up Maybe something serious Maybe she curious Now I'm second guessing the signs That was there period Furious my rash decisions Got my trippin over b**hes And I'm looking at these ones Not even into tipping strippers Now I'm a tight wad Holding on to money and these feelings Spilling my frustration out Incapable of even chillin But in my dream though She was there and feeling me But I don't know if i believe the dreams Or reality Or the fantasy That will never be Still trying to think about The situation rationally Or anything else actually Don't want to make no casualties Of innocent thoughts That's escaping my heart's natural reach [HOOK: Vo-Kal]x4 Lies, deceit Please give it to me I'm feeding off anger Your paranoia is me [VERSE 2: Vo-Kal] Let me live in the bliss Let me picture the kiss Let me think of all the things Without you there I would miss Fabrication is my friend now Who really needs some sanity Not living in the moment but But I'm living in my fantasy Let me close my eyes And be engulfed my dreams Sleep forever living happy No more sadness or fake screams False hope or hopes up Falling in a dope truck Plagued by my addictions All plagued no one to hold us Drowning in the madness Drowning in the sadness Drowning being hopeless Never getting past this Falling to my demise Yea you falling for my disguise No surprise that you sympathize When you claim that you empathize You really don't despise The goodbyes and the unwise Just be open minded To minds as they unwind So now I'm unkind to my kind My turn to pa** it I'm falling forever Ever and I'm past it [HOOK]x10 [VERSE 3: Vo-Kal] When I look down I can't see the ground I only feel the wind I only feel the darkness The fear of the inevitable But yet I'm ready I've been here before and I'm ready I'm prepared but still Still I'm anxious Nothing can soothe the furious beating of my heart... Nothing... nothing but the...