Vlad - Reality Defiled lyrics

I'm a human being Insane and retarded Malicious and destructive I no longer have control I'm infatuated with my perception of love This life is full of blackness, though I maintain hope I clutch to the dying Insanity provoked Holding onto nothing Falling into unknown Unconscious and foolish Blind to present-future Withering and fading Forward into the past I'm falling into space I follow my own path The living are chaotic Consciously unperceptive Focused on escape Reality defiled Rapacious and selfish Blood thirsty animals Competing with eachother And against their own reflection Dwelling in their cages Feeling safe from harm Ignoring all their problems to abandon what they see Listening to no one Addicted and compulsive Erasing their minds with lies they love the most I hail myself for reasons that I am I hate myself for reasons I am not I am that I am