Vlad - Carnal Carnival lyrics

This is a pain I cannot sedate With each breath I take I'm closer to my fate I am myself, I am what I create I am myself, I am my hate My hate is a burden My love is dying My mind is burning My eyes are lying I trust no one Everyone's a stranger I can't trust myself I know myself too well The curtain has been lifted The past is evidence It's draining me of substance My hunger only grows I cannot recede into my personal shell I am forced into my personal hell Searching for answers in all the wrong places Twisted and demented It's a carnal carnival The darkness that I know Is the darkness that I am I want to disappear I want to be happy I want to know I'm safe I want to know my purpose I see through your plastic mind And your recycled beliefs You survive to be satisfied You use your sins to pacify Lift the veil up from your eyes The future isn't real Pay attention, or you may owe it