Virgos Merlot - Disregarding lyrics

Someone should have told me when I was younger Life was only learning how to lose Now I´m older and so much stronger And I only feel I´m being abused And now my hands move slower and Slower in pain And, oh my mind´s going over and over again My God my soul is dead It´s ringing in my head Disregarding what you said I fall farther down instead I hold my hands out only hoping For what I truly deserve I draw back nothing Only a promise And I don´t know what that´s worth