ViQuid - My current life summed up in MOTM 2 lyrics lyrics

What up How is everyone doing Yeah, welcome, welcome you, hey You are now in the world I am ruling Man, I swear to keep it 100 if I ain't have it then I'll be dead Wanna know what it sound like when I'm not on d** Please, please don't play this song Inhale and I want you to exhale And I want you to follow your breath 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...1 Pain, hurt, sadness and loneliness Bottled all that sh** right up, tossed it away to the bottomless pit This is a journey into the horizon You can see past if it's real to you We can meet on the other side Where will you be for the Revolution? I will paint the Yin and the Yang for you I work hard, to make sure I don't become a memory But, it's hard to press on when the memories remember me People think they really being helpful By tellin me to please be careful, yeah right I am the maniac, I am the ghoul (the ghoul) Lost in the wind, I've lost all my friends These motherf**ers can't fathom the wizardry The blogs tell it, Cudi's lame A n***a tryin to Judge; who are you, Judy?! Ballin' so low most fools couldn't price me And I guess you know me But I wanna know one thing, when did I become a ghost? Help me keep my mind out the clouds for reality Pretty green bud all in my blunt, oh I need it That's the only thing that keep me level up in my crazy head The part of my mind that slips and the part of my mind so sick I don't even like to take the trip unless I'm sloppy drunk Liquor all night, love it I'm in the maze, I'm in a daze I'm losing it My demons out the cage I'm addicted to highs Would you like to know why? All alone, trying to hide from the shadows Ain't no use, it seems everywhere they follow They know where I be at In my mind tryna get me You see I'm trapped in my mind, oh I'm, goin trippy Oh I don't think I'll ever go No worries; I love the darkness yeah Day & Nite got flipped and I got blow for a grip You see the sun seems to shine, when I, am not looking Oh, it seems to trick every time Yeah, stuck in my hell Tried to fight, but soon had gave in Reckless and young and my, my mom's calling All along, all along I guess, I'm meant, to be alone Think I should hit decline I'm numb faced while I'm thinking bout suicide I'm on my way to heaven (Wherever you are, now) Feels like things can't be covered until the day I'm above myself hovered When will the fantasy end? (Yeah) When will the heaven begin? (Yeah)