ViolentBeatZ - Evol Love lyrics

[verse1] I see you in the rain that falls/ I hear you in the pain that calls/ I feel you through these thick damn walls/ it's like nothing's helping at all/ man, I really need to get to you/ only time I'm sane is when I'm next to you/ the second you left, I was left to pull/ myself out of this depression hole/ man.. I'm hoping I open so I can write myself out of this poem I'm soaked in/ it ain't no joke, I've been traveling across the ocean with this same old boat/ ironic how you had sea in your name/ I thought it'd be me in your lane/ but we both drove each other crazy/ I haven't been getting close to normal lately/ I feel like giving up/ but we learned a lot going through this thing called love/ praying to lord up above asking if we can just fly away like a dove/ I did everything I said I wouldn't do but I flipped everything I said I couldn't do/ if you had a chance, wouldn't you?/ man, i'd still love the wooden you/ you were the only one to see pa** my flaws/ these other women, I can see that their pa**ion's lost/ my past is gone so I'm pa**ing lots just to see that smile that's plastered on/ man.. Am i the cause all because i paused what i was?/ man, look at what love does/ man, i really loved us/ and I'm finally realizing you're all I need/ i would love to succeed feeding my seed to become what we seen/ because every day's a new day to be what we dreamed/ man, i just wanna love you/ but i see what love do/ try and spell it backwards, will you?/ i bring back words to show you what my will do/ I'm getting lost in this maze we made/ to try to be the man that'll save the day/ and I ain't one to fade away from the life we said will stay/ I'm willing to put all my will in/ even if it won't bring back what we were then/ because i know every end will have a beginning/ I'm living off this feeling that I'm feeling [Hook] Evol Love, is this a feeling of a drug? Is it worth spilling our blood?/ is our hurt only filling up?/ will we see the light of day through our darkest phase? Will we find another way in this troubled race/ what else can i say? [verse2] Let me mention that I'll always love you even through the tension/ I meant wrong to be going through dimensions just to know your intentions/ man, sakhitowin.. I'll do anything to succeed to win/ even when I have a seed to lift/ because I truly see a gift/ I just want to get pa**ed our past and lift off the doubt/ and face the aftermath of loves endless route/ I miss you more than I did yesterday/ and when you said "yes" to date/ now look where we've come to/ it's like there's no one else to run to/ knowing you was more than enough/ 3 words, 2 people.. Peyak/ yeah, you're the one/ the one I really want to love/ that's imprinted across my messages/ even Adam and Eve were meant to sin/ they say laughter is the best medicine/ but happiness? I don't know what the method is/ I'll do anything except to leave/ I'm still learning to accept defeat/ I don't want you to think less of me just because I can't live up to what you expect of me/ I know love is a beach with no shore/ but I wanna explore your deepest sea floor/ I know you're not sure but I had a dream we built more than war/ yeah, looks can be decieving but I won't travel in disguise to wing it/ this is what I believe in, there's no reason for me to finish/ I didn't mean to go this deep because I've been told talk's cheap/ so I stay silent and let my heart speak.. Don't mind me [Hook] Evol Love, is this a feeling of a drug? Is it worth spilling our blood?/ is our hurt only filling up?/ will we see the light of day through our darkest phase? Will we find another way in this troubled race/ what else can i say? [verse3] Love is a hard thing to write about/ because there's really nothing we're right about/ this is just all pure guessing/ I guess it's something to add to our lessons/ do you remember when we used to stay out late/ in the coldest winter days/ we both didn't know what to say/ but we both knew that this was fate/ I can't say I didn't want it/ because I was one to do what one did/ I guess that makes two of us/ and know that it only takes two to fuss/ we really did the unthinkable/ now that I think of all/ the bricks we walled in this thing we call.. Love/ man, i mixed it all up/ man, I'm sorry for what we've been through/ I wish I knew it wasn't going to be simple/ my goal with you was to live smooth/ but we had to flip trees to find our deep roots/ this is still the highest cost/ and still i might be lost/ but man, this life i got/ only gives me one chance to fight it off/ and i dont wanna destroy the faith/ i'm aware of the choice I made/ but man, i'm trapped in this void today/ because I got problems I ain't got the voice to say/ damn, I think of you 247/ I would die for two more seconds/ i guess love is a powerful weapon/ you were there when i was alone/ in your presence, it felt like home/ you pulled me out of my comfort zone/ but now, the ones i love most are the ones that are gone/ look at what love does to people/ both feeding on each others ego/ it's hard to make everything equal/ who knew that love can be so evol [Hook] Evol Love, is this a feeling of a drug? Is it worth spilling our blood?/ is our hurt only filling up?/ will we see the light of day through our darkest phase? Will we find another way in this troubled race/ have I said enough today?