Vinnie Paz - Envy The Dead lyrics

[Scott Stallone:] Go calmly Go calmly [Vinnie Paz:] I never had anybody that's why I needed you I will give my f**ing life, I would bleed for you I never thought that my intellect could compete with you I moved to the commune and conceded to you You lead people in with meditative rituals And Western Hermetic tradition and it's principles Are you the persecuted prophet that's invincible Can you turn unpure polluted water drinkable? I believe you when you said you that you were godsent That you would take care of my family and mom's rent The living conditions was crazy in the Lord's tent But I believed in the doctrine and all it's content I had total separation from earthly desires That was just part of the energy perfectly pious It wasn't anybody studying thirsty as I was You mixed Jewish mysticism and verses of Cyrus Ahmadiyya Islam and Judah Halevi You had us eating out of your palm and was doing it easy I would k** for you as long as you wouldn't leave me I gave you everything I had just so that you could deceive me [Scott Stallone:] It's never the right time... It's never the right time... It's never the right time... Go Calmly Go Calmly [Vinnie Paz:] When I questioned anything I was told to believe This is thought reform I was too frozen to leave I daydream about the son and ocean and seas But if I left how would I deal with my social disease I started noticing you didn't live what you said You were the only one with a crib and a bed I don't think you ever even cared if we bleed You ate like a king, but you gave bits of bread There was something about the time you spent with the kids That didn't sit well with me wouldn't stick to ribs I prayed that you weren't doing the things that you did Cause I would rip your f**ing heart out and split your wig Nah chill, I know you would never do that You a father figure I'm stupid I should've knew that Can you ever forgive me? I'm just a new jack But something in the back of my head said to pursue that I started recognizing that you was a trust bandit Psychologically abusive and a rough granite You recruited your followers from a rough planet Made us into idol [?] that's from a [?] canvas Disrespected your sub-ordinance And I started seeing through all your horse sh** You don't deserve my worship that's strictly gods gift Run up on you hit the off switch (BUHH) [Scott Stallone:] It's never the right time... It's never the right time... It's never the right time... Go Calmly Go Calmly