Woke up walking on water Ditching my alma mater Made a lot of mistakes from mimicking ways of my father Father can you forgive me? Sinning since I remember Back when grandaddy died, that was a cold December They closed his casket while my motherf**in hope was in it Soon as you come out the womb they hanging rope for n***as Groomed for the stone and the tomb, going for broke and sh** We've been that, push sh** back, the Devil coaching n***as Telling 'em to shoot, like a title on the line When it's judgment time I doubt that God can look me in my eyes 'Fore He send me down to Hell 'cause I'mma ask a n***a Why? Never played it by the book because the Book was full of lies And the preacher full of sh**, and the teacher full of sh** Used to boo me from the bleachers that I'm never gon' forget Eating $5 Little Caesar's pizzas on the WIC 'Cause my daddy left my momma for the motherf**ing pen But when it come down to it, know I'm out here shooting 'Cause it's all a n***a got Yeah that's all a n***a got When it come down to it know the basehead use it 'Cause it's all a n***a got Yeah that's all a n***a got Find me posted on the block, 'cause it's all a n***a got Couple hundred in the knot, 'cause it's all a n***a got Still running from the cops 'Cause it's all a n***a got 'Cause it's all a n***a got 'Cause that's all a n***a got Our Father who art in heaven Seen my momma dying every day since grade 11 You see her age is catching up to all them years of stressing Tears is falling and her son too far away to catch 'em Hard to call and when she call she gotta leave a message 'Cause a n***a working And I'm working so she worry free, guess I defeat the purpose Medication cost a arm and leg, hardly even worth it Doctor tripping so it got a n***a feeling John Q, wild Round sitting in the gun, duck duck goose style Pressure building up, n***a, what you gonna do now? Brother kid too now, 12 years in the pen Seen life end 'fore this sh** begin Sing it then But when it come down to it, know I'm out here shooting 'Cause it's all a n***a got Yeah that's all a n***a got When it come down to it know the basehead use it 'Cause it's all a n***a got Yeah that's all a n***a got Find me posted on the block, 'cause it's all a n***a got Couple hundred in the knot, 'cause it's all a n***a got Still running from the cops 'Cause it's all a n***a got 'Cause it's all a n***a got 'Cause that's all a n***a got One for the f**ing money Two for the f**ing show .357 on me, loaded ready to go I know my b**hes love me Know my enemies don't My momma know I'm shady I'm granny ba*tard baby Look in the mirror like this is what you made me I'm going crazy please somebody save me Jesus way too far gone for him to reach me To reach me