Vikram Mudaliar a.k.a V555 - My life lyrics

(Intro) Let me take you through a story that sounds some thing like this Seeking peace in this world I ended-up curling my fist . (Verse 1) Down the memory lane, thinkin about the days that have gone..... I wish I could've had a count of the fake faces they've worn I'm gonna go back in time when music thrived as a crime Now they call it a 'thug-life'..n I think its a mime Every Tom, Dick and Harry think that they have what it takes.. They can mock being real but they're still a couple of fakes Sometimes I sit back, relax with my eyes tightly closed Thinkin about the times wen I ran my fist through the doors I hate to live a life thats just a lie, seems like I am at war I even hide from the light to conceal the scars Somewhere deep with-in me, I always knew ma life was a sin I realize life was a curse but there's an outrage within Its sometimes hard to believe, but its not so hard to resist The fact that they might have written me off but I survived to exist I try to find the rhyming words to mix n match with the verse I'm still bleeding n breathing, I wonder what may have been worse (Chorus) (Verse 2) Though this is my party n we are the hosts They act like they don't know me n like they've seen a few ghosts Look at em motherfu^kers , they think am a racist I feel like I'd punch em leave marks on their faces.. They hate me stretching from where I stand to the end of coast Believe me I live my life my way, I swear I hate to boast People a**ume I just lay around,sit back, back-off and wallow These n***as don't know me, I've left new footprints to follow They don't want me around, They try pushing me down I stayed down for too long , now look what I've found I'm gonna be renewed, new like a shining penny right outta the mould I cared for these bast@rds now my hearts just gone cold I pen down my fate, its just like I'm having to fight my way 'from rags to riches' I've taken a plunge now I don't really care for these 'lame fake @ss b!tches' I've been fighting for long I'm tired of trying my luck' Now honestly speaking it don't matter no more, I don't give a fu^k....!!! (Chorus) (Verse 3) It takes more than you can see from where you stand You live in a society, I have my own land You tried to walk in my shoes, I do understand Even though you live with the same air that I breath On the surface its breeze ,there's a storm underneath You can give it all that you've got.. I'll still take what is mine Go-ahead just show me the door and I'll walk the line Although they heard my cries into the night Man these times were hard, nobody stood by my side I was unable to walk but I wanted to fly high Feel the rhythm of my life, touch the sky I've been up all night with a mind that was caged Lived with my nightmares that, time managed to change Now Its been a while since I stopped being nice Look at em shiver at the very sight of my cold blooded eyes I felt like I was all alone in a long dark deserted hall The clock just stopped ticking n looks like my life that is stalled I don't mind rubbing shoulders with you, believe me you It was warm in the beginning.. now that the feeling is fried I might break a bone or two in the fight , least I would have tried Stopping you from every promise that u fake I'm gonna strike back at you , lets see how much you can take.. Living in mere darkness I must come-out to light They keep barking around me, but nobody fights I've been a wounded soldier before now I'm a knight I thought I was done with my rap now am scaling new heights .. ___________________________________________________ Nobody's worth trusting.. this I learnt from the fall There no need to keep thrusting wen in the middle of a brawl Been Stoned for like ages I hate hanging out in them malls You mess with me I won't care I'd kick you in the b@lls Flow's critical, wen rhythmically rhyming the words, man this is fun Speak with your fist and you'll bow down to the gun The air around me did feel so hollow I try to come up but the depth won't stop to swallow Like a pit that never ends and I keep falling down This sh**s hard to re-live, but I ain't slowing down I found a need for this frown, to turn it upside down Until I make my ground, I've made up my mind I'll keep tossing around _____________________________________________________ (Chorus)X2 I lived in mere darkness, with no where to go I 've been to these places that nobody knows No excuses, I've felt pain through my bones I've taken blow after blow, but always came back for more The fuel was there now that the fire is lit With poisonous words its venom that I spit Now I riddle with the words and rhyme with a flow Give me a mic and i'll put up a show Its almost time for sunrise, I'm still awake I've been to hell n back, now, give me a break! V555- We Rule!