[Verse 1] In my mind the feeling's fine Got so f**ing used to feeling like dying Feeling tipsy, keep filling this whisky Been 2 days and no one seems to miss me This just might be the best ending Gawd, maybe this will work This should work, my dreams won't work Numb the feelings or just numbed all of the hurt What do you know about this feeling? What do you know? You're so perfect in you pearly world Appealing not just me but everyone that loved me It's funny? I don't see what's so funny But I've been thinking and it seems to be Anything I want to be Well, I'mma make them laugh Make them cry, make them live Make them die [Verse 2] Six paranoid wishes got me Feeling all distant from these Supposed to be helping, they Make everything worse to think Come together, my girl Temptation smiles, girl A beautiful mind Beatle filled line See my premonition spread its wings And sings and the little children sleep Kool-Aid spills on every little thing And listen, they pay attention Finally listens, finally mentions The who I am, a God, I stand In my mind (fade) [Verse 3] Time to take it to another level If you dancing with me Then with the devil Hell razor Stunting hard in the church with the blazer Show me the best and I'll replace him with an eraser Disgrace is the human race So I trans to a different race I'm from another place where they Take b**h hating a** n***as to maze Only way they'll make it out is through a pit Watch me spit blaze... [Verse 4] Uh, and I ain't got nothing but stacks of time Uh, so watch me raise the d**h to life Uh, a mad scientist with f**ing gifts Something like Frankenstein when I cross the lines Uh, genius to insanity, just to do for the sake of vanity So if you're the best that we've seen You don't see me As I grab for the sh** that you don't see I'm the sh**, but you stink You remind me of what I want to be if I k** my dream But shiny all appeal to me You're gonna k** the whole world just to get to me Don't give a damn, don't give a f** Roll up in a pint, girl what's up Do this sh** long enough and like a plane All these b**hes will all be are ready to take off Jack'City, not the New Jack Raising the stats by day, k**ing b**hes when the night pa** The new drug when you partied last The charts will all know that When we finally depart at last Got the past behind us Looking for the future now Moving fast like the cop's behind us Your hate is fuel for my ammunition Your girl should tell you it ain't rape if she gave permission And I got a lot off issues, to tell the truth So I put in my music to annoy you You're going to know me, and take a trip through my brain With all the rain clouds that fast lane But there will be change like I robbed a bank And bring the pain like I cut a vein My thoughts are heavy when I see the box chevy The weight of raw gravity likes to weigh down on me Uh, and I want it all Bad broads, vast cribs, large crowds, and the fastest cars [Verse 5] Uh, but maybe I'm crazy Doing the same sh** and think I'll be Jay-Z Can't be lazy when you chasing a dream Keep the steam burning like you're ‘bout to change the scene Uh, love me now before it's all over Uh, love me here so I can the soldiers [2X]