Vida k**z - Galaxies I've Counted lyrics

Feeling some kinda way But I ain't spoke it lately To all the galaxies i've counted This mirage is just a maze That I Must climb from Back unto the dust I grew Once i realized that my darkness Was merely an impedance unto This strength i knew I stood up to demolish it Until I realized this Earth Was all a gift From this pain inside To the loneliness I feel from time to time Littered with happiness, I seldom felt Now it's 2014 Been alive in this reality 25 years Thought, if I can't make it past my hate of self It's due to be a bumpy ride Then she left a year ago Starting to wonder if she took The anger from my weary eyes 'Cause I can't seem to find it Nor channel a lower leveled frequency I guess this state of mind over circumstance Is more than just a fantasy Mantras chanted Absit Omen From you to me