Victizzle - Suicide Note lyrics

Chorus: To the man in the sky I'm asking why? Why's it so hard to live this life? Should I say goodbye? Is it better to die I just need to know you hear me! Verse 1 Music to my ears As the rain beats on my window pane Cos they feel my pain Can you feel my pain? Goodbye cruel world you ain't never given me a reason to stay Why does life make us cry? Why do we all hurt inside? God can you hear me? Can you shed some light? I don't know if you know but a suicide notes quite hard to write Pen in my left hand,gun in my right Dear mum don't cry And don't blame yourself for what happens on this cold and lonely night! Chorus To the man in the sky I'm asking why? Why's it so hard to live this life? Should I say goodbye? Is it better to die I just need to know you hear me! Verse 2 When you're s**ually abused at 5 years old Your minds transformed by this twisted world Bullied at school I wasn't into girl Cos when you get abused by a man tell me which way do you turn But nobody knows this Nobody I can show this I'm married with 2 kids One day she noticed my affections for another man Just weren't part of the plan They thought she would survive They said she died from an overdose But it was from a broken heart inside To the man in the sky I'm asking why? Why's it so hard to live this life? Should I say goodbye? Is it better to die I just need to know you hear me! Verse 3 3 knocks on the door And a letter through the post When I got to the door must've been a ghost I cautiously proceed to open the letter addressed to me "Dear Son, I see everything,hear everything,your my everything!" Tears begin to roll "I saw how your Dad's d**h crushed your soul,you lost control Sarah packed her bags walked out the door!" Please don't take your life! My love will never leave your side I love you Son Yours sincerely from the man in the sky!