Vic Chesnutt - Flirted With You All My Life lyrics

I am a man I am self-aware And everywhere I go You're always right there with me I flirted with you all my life Even kissed you once or twice And to this day I swear it was nice But clearly I was not ready When you touched a friend of mine I thought I would lose my mind But I found out with time that really I was was not ready, no no Oh, d**h Oh, d**h Oh, d**h Really, I'm not ready Oh, d**h you hector me Decimate those dear to me Tease me with your sweet relief You are cruel and you are constant When my mom was cancer sick She fought but then succumbed to it But you made her beg for it Lord Jesus, please I'm ready. Oh, d**h Oh, d**h Oh, d**h Really, I'm not ready