Vezzy Crooks - Mammon (girl persona) lyrics

Trapped in these HUNGER GAMES, I guess I'm VEZZY EVERDEEN, going through the d**h matches and see my Mum live in peace, but the spirit of fast papes whispering, telling me to do wrong, but the downsides of it is d**h or jail and that's long I seen Mammon burn bridges and take my friend J, RIP my brudda, since you died since ain't been the same, before 2014 it was sunny and now I'm stuck in the rain, mmh n***a was just here now it's left me with painful thoughts like "should I quit school and do F & stains forever?" "Or should I stick to rap and make that "get out of the hood" cheddar?" Or maybe the streets is just perfect for me, but if I die, my mums receipt won't say Tesco, it'll say West & Coe, that's some thoughts that go through my mind everyday, we're stuck here but we Tryna find chances to leave in each and every way, but music ain't one route, maybe you can ball, go uni, try study to work in law Tryna DIVORCE the Mammon but the PRENUP kinda mad, cus the money won't be easy and my stack game will be kinda bad, but.Dad will be happy, he's always wanted me with a girl thatsupports my dreams, not a girl that gives me short term pleasure through a life of sin Lemme tell you how I met this girl;I was at college making no £, tryna make a penny twirl, gave out my CVs, went interviews but the results was a no show, so I rekindled with this girl, cus at the time, I looked like I had no hope, cus I bucked her couple times in year9, she told me to run my square to my older called A, 8 days later, Vezzy saw his 1st cake Made couple bills, and I started banging refunds, went from selling cookies to phone scams just to see funds, gave me everything, but she f**ed up my sanity, turnt me from God fearing to turning banks into a casualty, but actually; maybe she made me more a go getter, cus before I was prone to give up after Ls but now I carry on whenever, I sit at home, think and plan new ways to get paid, weren't giving up, my minds BULLETPROOF like LUKE CAGE So for that, I thank her but it's time that we separate, took my blood bro from me, got J's mum shedding tears of pain, a blessing and a curse to me but I've seen so many in my lifetime you wouldn't think I was only 17, I'm just a young man Tryna see my people live in peace It's kinda f**ed I should have learnt from my uncle cah he had an affair with this b**h, sacrifice his bond with my nan and grandad to gain this girls pleasure, but that led to him doing 3 years in The Queens Pleasure Came out and fell in love with Islam & left Mammon for good, then starting handling his business like a real man should, starting acting in a manner the way a real man should I swear this Mammon got me fiening for her, black-on-black scheming for her, it's weird I hate her, but I've done some scummy things just to get a ting off ofher But I'm on the verge of breaking up with her, in the form of blowing in this rap game, not jumping on my Deen like Uncle D, so no more sqs or selling Ds I swear this girls makes a man stunt with her body on their Insta, makes a hustler sacrifice friendships to give this girl a ring huh, I swear I love you but we need to be apart, if I don't go to jail, my body and soul depart Attention seeking jezzie that has no owner, just got donnies that just use her, make me live like a King, but spiritually I'm a loser, it's all cus of you that a lot of my relationships got f**ed up, then you left when it got tough, brought trouble to my mums yard Had me going through tough battles, like i got on sighted by Kurama